Reverb 10, Day 20: Beyond Avoidance

Over the month of December, I am taking part in Reverb 10, and the daily prompt for today from Jake Nickell is this:
Beyond avoidance.
What should you have done this year but didn't because you were too scared, worried, unsure, busy or otherwise deterred from doing? (Bonus: Will you do it?)
I'm not too keen on the wording here with "should have done". There was something I wanted to do, but then I didn't, because it scared me to take that bold step.

In 2011, I'm going to do it.

What is this bold thing I did not do but will do? I'm still not telling.

Here's a picture of my cat while you wait.

Onion hiding his eyes